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A Tea Drinkers Appology II

Tue Jun 2, 2009, 11:53 PM
  • Mood: Stuck
  • Listening to: The fans whirling in my bedroom.
  • Reading: Love @ First Site... I havent touched it in months
  • Watching: My cats play.
  • Playing: With my cats.
  • Eating: My cats... Urm wait no.
College, it’s always depicted as something full of fun. Drugs, Sex, and Rock'n'Roll... Right?

Wrong, well unless you don't care about getting bad grades and wasting your money. I find myself without time, and when I have it I tend to waste it. I've learned a lot about myself, as it should be considering I am nearing the ripe age of Twenty. It seems as though the drama I thought I had left behind with most of my high school "friends" is back to haunt me. As you may or may not recall in my last journal entry I mentioned a love triangle of sorts. It is less of a problem now, more so an annoying little memory prodding at my sides. My patients are being tested. I still do enjoy the company of the one I have liked for quite a long time now, not to say otherwise. I have also come to terms with a problem we, or should I say I, have had. Yet things are still at a ghastly little stand-still. Conversing on the phone every night with the one you can't get enough of is torturous if you can't call that person your own. But this is all besides my point.

I have a lot of artwork to scan and post, I will wait until after this quarter is over to do so. I have been enjoying an Animal Anatomy class this quarter taught by a very wonderful and spunky teacher. Unfortunately I haven’t been doing much of my old routine, drawing every night hasn’t happened since college started for me... but enough of my excuses.

I want to improve, I will be experimenting and I intend to post these experiments on this very website. I hope you will stay tuned... not to make this sound like some sort of advertisment.

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:iconfantabulicious:
The drama only hit me when I got here. I never really had much highschool drama, but MAN are the people in the cornelius little highschool girls. Even the guys. Many of them admit to thriving on drama. So much that when they lacked it they decided to create drama. Silly...

Take care of yourself, people are totally immature everywhere, and not in the fun way.
:iconshikonsan:
Really? Wow. I mean seriously who would WANT drama. I hatttteeee it. I found that it wasnt as bad here as it was in High School. But I also dont live on campus so it makes sense that I wouldnt be involved in it.

The only drama that I have to deal with is this dood that likes me but I dont like him, instead I like his cousin, whom I met first. Ugh its so irritating. If you like someone then you arent supposed to insult them to the point that they dont want to ever talk to you again. x_X;

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Do you know how it feels to be alone in a crowded room?
:iconfantabulicious:
Yeah drama is BAD here. Holy shit. I can't even beginning to describe. Mostly the best way to explain the level of the drama is a girl got the WHOLE corn building to not talk to me or acknowledge me in anyway. Some people I know who don't live in the dorms and know her have walked up and been like "why am I not supossed to talk to you?"

RIDICULOUS.

Boys... They are a drama in themselves... Good luck!
:iconshikonsan:
I dont know why someone would do that to anyone else, especially if you didnt do anything wrong x_X

Thats the kind of thing that can actually screw you over and give you a bad rep... all over just some joke.

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Do you know how it feels to be alone in a crowded room?
:iconfantabulicious:
I just say to hell with it, the only reason they listen to her is cause she's terrifying. Really helps you realize who your real friends are.
:iconshikonsan:
Yeah no kidding geeze

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Do you know how it feels to be alone in a crowded room?

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